Mood: Not happy
Topic : Sex and Lucifer
S.O.C.: "Paris in Flames" by Thursday
God Bless Geimer. Geimer has always been a sure source of knowing exactly what to say ^-^ I like him have recently been wondering about if something is wrong with me about the whole virgin thing. It's kinda like when people are discussing a novel you haven't read, or a movie you never saw (not plaing sex at the same level as a book or anything simply making a simplsitic concept analogy) but thanks to Jonnell ::GLOMP:: who no matter how young she acts IS a well of wisedom and Lupe (this is why I felt the need to comfort him yesterday because I was in his debut) I got my head straight.
It was nothing too serious just...you wonder is all...if something is wrong with you. And when everyday you deal with the same crap (I'll get to that in a moment) you really think hard on it. The everyday exposion being the evil and demonic 4th block. This this..........girl and I use the term loosely speaks everyday on her several boyfriends, her cheating ways, her smoking habit, her sex life...and the teacher says nothing. I myself don't like her...not because of what she does simply because of the way she represents herself. You see she tells the class these things to be the center of attention...so I never look at her--you can't help but listen she's so loud but I don't look at her I occupy myself wih other things. So with her talking of her things the others share and well I can't help but blush over someof the things they say. I think the girl I don't like saw me blushing or shifting in discomfort and she called me out on it--asked if I had anything to share. More than anything I wanted to duck under my desk and hide and just pretend to be invisible but that's not who I am--days I wish I was but...I can't you know? So I say in the strongest vioce I can find No. So she gigles(she tends to put up this grand facade of innocence that makes me want to vomit she cheapens the image of young girls) and she said you've never slept with a man before have you? The hiding feeling came back and my face burned but I looked up from my letter to Junior I believe it was and looked at her and said as normal as possible that no I was still a virgin. The girl puts on this triumphant smile and goes couldn't get a man could you? The class is looking on a this most of them know I am not a person to anger they know that if I'm loud I'm playing I'm not angry but it's when I get quiet that I'm dangerous. I stood up and walked to her sat on the edge of her desk and got close to her face and very quietly said, "no that's not the case I just don't want to cheapen myself is all--you get better guys if you carry yourself wish respect and strength instead of laying down and spreading your legs all the time." With that everyone's mouth dropped open and Natalie grabbed my arm and yelled at me in Spanish for being such a hot head and told me to sit with her before that girl wanted to start something. I really shouldn't have said that I know but....I can only take so much day in and day out you know? Anyway that statement was directly targeted at her by the way. I have no disrepect if you are sexually active none at all. I just have a vendetta with her. For all you people that might think that was directed at a collective trust me it wasn't my opinions are made of you flock and they aren't nefative and it'll take some work to make them negative.
As for Joel...I was just being overly sensative I suppose who knows but...I'll apologize for my cold shoulder to him. He and I are good friends but...ahh I'm sensitive to this relationship stuff...On to a change
MY ANGEL SANCTUARY LOVING PEOPLE!! How are you? I hope well Anyway heheh I meant to say this sooner but It kept slipping my mind! I see Peter's reasoning! About um duh Kim AS is about 30 manga's long tokyo pop isn't insane. I got you I got you! BUT WHAT ABOUT VIZ....as much as I hate and dispise the fact that each manga is 15.99 I think they might be more apt to do AS. My reasoning is that well they did Ranma...the never ending manga, Fushigi Yuugi which is like 20 Manga's long, X which is past 10 I believe and still not done, Ceres which is also rather long. So Perhaps they might do it? Any takers on my theory?
In anycase as most of you who have seen my room I love Setsuna(Top half of wall) and Kira (bottom half of wall--in the Lucifer form) the most from AS. Now we all know AS is a mess with the reencarnation stuff with
Setsuna coming back as Rosiel after Kira kills him Sara comming back as the angel Gabriel all this that and the other thing. Well I'm always trying to get bits and pieces of the story so I was beboping around looking and I found the coveted(to me) stroyline of Lucifer(Kira, 7 blades what have you) and Alexiel.
So too all of you that would enjoy this here it is if not that's all for my entry
Bye
Kim
Source of Lucifer info
Lucifer or Lucifiel in the past is one the highest ranking angel in Heaven. (According to Yuki-sensei, the number of wings determine the rank of the angel. Adam Kadamon had 6 wings which made him 2nd in command, right below the Creator. Lucifiel, himself had 4 wings which made him third in rank and the twins - Alexiel and Rosiel, each have 3 wings each, which ranked them 4th in the hiearchy. ) He can be considered to the dark side of Kira Sakuya but more accurately, he should be the original Kira Sakuya. He is dark, cruel and emotionless. A high ranking and well-respected angel from the past, he is now the leader of the fallen angels. He is no longer known as Lucifiel but Lucifer. His past and present were both a mystery. Can anyone be bold enough to decipher the almighty Lucifer?
† The Past Known †
Lucifiel was the elder of the twins. His younger brother is the Great Powers - Michael and also known as the elemental angel of Fire. Lucifiel or the Angel of Light was well-known and well-respected. He was third in rank of the angel hiearchy in Heaven. However, he was also cruel, cold and emotionless. He ways of solving a situation would always end up having the other party in misery and sadness. Even Michael was not spared by the torture.
Once, his best friend challenged him to a duel. Everyone believed that Lucifiel would win, causing his best friend to be jealous. They fought and dueled and a winner was emerged. It wasn't Lucifiel, it was his best friend. His best friend was proud by this fact. However later, it was known that Lucifiel used his training sword, not his usual choice of weapon, which unabled him to wield the sword till his fullest potential. This caused his best friend to feel inferior and useless. Lucifiel said, it was a chance for him to win, since he wanted to win so much. Hence he gave him the chance to live that short dream. Unable to take the truth, his best friend commited sucide. However Lucifiel did not weep. Instead he gave that cold smile.
An oracle once predicted that out of this twins, one would be the Bringer of Darkness and the other the Bringer of Light. Everyone, including Michael, believed that Lucifiel would be the Bringer of Light. Michael lived in the shadows of his brother because of this. However, when Lucifiel rebelled against the Creator and heaven, it was revealed that He, Lucifiel was the Bringer of Darkness instead. He changed his name from Lucifiel to Lucifer and Lucifer and led the army of fallen angels to Hell. Michael was of course depressed. It was even worse when Bal, their caretaker whom Michael had taken a liking, died in place of his brother when he striked him. Lucifer once again did not weep, but gave his smile.
† The Past Continued†
Lucifer lead his army of fallen angels and dyed their wings black. They left for a new home, at the lowest level of Hell. However it was not suitable to live on, hence Lucifer, as The King of Hell,, sacrifice his body to stablised the land.
However one day, a stranger in a cloak appeared and took Lucifer's soul away from the land. This caused the land to be unstable and chaotic. Hence 999 virgin brides had to be sacrifice to stablised the land.
† The Past Unknown †
In acutal truth the stranger was Lucifer himself. He needed to create a show, a scene, a diversion to let everyone know that the soul of Lucifer was gone. In actual fact, it was a chance to escape from the Creator's eyes so that he could go to Eden to save the woman he vowed to rescue - Alexiel, from the cage she was stuck in.
However, the Creator noticed that something was admiss. He found out the truth and captured Lucifer, however he did not get the chance to capture his daughter and Alexiel managed to escape. As punishment, God took away Lucifer's soul and placed him in the sword Nanatsusaya, and his soul was binded to it. Alexiel, took the sword in custody, probably for gratitude or for love.
† The Blood Stone †
The Blood Stone is acutally a stone that could control the soul of Lucifer and the Nanatsusaya. Rosiel could control the new Lucifer so easily because of it. However, Setsuna had a small piece of it, thus I suspect it was because of this fact, Lucifer had the memories of Kira Sakuya. But it was also because of this small piece, Setsuna could still control Nanatsusaya.
However in tankoubon 20, it was revealed that Lucifer was free of the clutches of the Blood Stone. It was a show, an act for Rosiel so that he could get close to the Creator for revenge.
† The Truth †
The truth is that Lucifer never wanted to be the King of Hell. In fact, it was the Creator's plan all along.
The Creator wanted to filter the good and bad between his creations. However he needed some one to lead the "malfunctioning" creations and he needed a Leader for them. He could not use Adam Kadamon for Adam Kadamon had another purpose. Lucifer was third in rank and was called upon instead. Unable to reject, Lucifer had no choice but accept and held his anger inside.
To release the anger towards the creator, Lucifer flew to Eden where the Creator's "favourite" daughter Alexiel was caged. He wanted to take advantage of her, make her no longer pure to inferioate God. However, the person he saw was emotionless and cold. He thought she was like the rumours was, cold and distant. She even killed a bird in his presence. However Lucifer realised what happened. The bird was going insane. He ate something he shouldn't eat which caused him to lose his insanity. In order to relieve the bird of the pain it felt, Alexiel killed it fast and quick. Lucifer thought of her differently immediately. He felt that she wasn't cruel. She was just showing her love and concern a different way. He took a liking to her and vowed to save her from the clutches of the Creator for he didn't want her to suffer the same fate as he did.
He did save her but in return was captured and placed in Nanatsusaya.
However, after the revival of Lucifer, he got back all his memories and made use of Rosiel to get close to the creator. He wanted revenge and revenge was what he got. He never lost the memories as Kira Sakuya acutally. In fact, it made him slightly more human than the past.
† The End †
In the end, he left with Alexiel who took a shape of a butterfly. However, before leaving, he and the other Kira Sakuya said their good byes to Kira-san. The real Kira Sakuya said, "Your two sons will always be watching over you."
† The People †
Michael
Michael - The Angel of Fire and the Great Powers. He is a hot-headed fellow filled with energy and robust. He has this weird liking to destruction, always destroying things in his path. He is relatively short, and never ever mention the word height in front of him.
Michael loved his brother. He always respected him and looked up to him. To him, Lucifer was his role model. However when Lucifer led the army of Fallen Angels, his image of his brother shattered right before his eyes. He was traumatised and in disbelief. However he knew that he needed to become stronger, mentally and physically to win his brother. To stop the nightmare of his past haunting him.
In tankoubon 20, Lucifer told Michael to stop living in his shadows. He told him to live as himself , Michael for he was the bringer of light. When Michael heard it, he broke down in tears for he knew it was true and all he wanted was to have a big brother back.
Alexiel
The twin sister of the "villian" of the series, Rosiel. The Organic Angel Lord Alexiel is this zesty woman filled with vigour and power. Her immense aura attracted many people to support her and fight along with her during the Second War Against Heaven. She is a true lady, especially her figure (Thanks to Raphael-sama ^^;;) This is the lady that Lucifer fell in love with when he met her in Eden.
However during the trial, she made known that she was in love with God, who was in love with Rosiel and she wanted to kill Rosiel because of that. Her punishment was to be separated her soul from her flesh and to go through multiple incarnations where each incarnation would die a painful and tragic death. Her current incarnation is the young messiah - Setsuna.
In actual truth, Alexiel loved Rosiel. Not God. She was caged in Eden because the Creator told her that she can't leave this place and if she wants Rosiel to live, she can never show her sisterly love to Rosiel, or else he will be killed. In order to protect her younger brother, she had no choice but to obey whatever the Creator said. However, when Lucifer saved her from Eden, she fell in love with Lucifer. But her will to save her brother was greater. Hence she led a group of Evils to Heaven. This was the Second War against Heaven. She wanted to kill Rosiel as a promise to him. He told her that he did not want to affected by the curse and turn insane and ugly. Before that happens he wanted Alexiel to kill him. However she couldn't and was captured instead. But on the trial, she couldn't say the truth for Rosiel will know she loved him. Hence she said it was for revenge for the Creator loved her brother more than her.
Mood: Interesting
